I don't know how to "beg" and so let me just speak to you with my heart that is "hurt".
May be or may be not, you know, that I work now since more that two years for God's sake on the internet for FREE and I never found an other job where I could earn" money how much I tried to find one. It seems, people aged above fifty years are outdated and have no more a chance to earn money for even a simple living on this planet.
I also have no "benefits" from a Country and only "survive" because Catya (my wife) and her Brother LuLu give me shelter, food, sanitary items and what I need for a little personal enjoyment.
They can't afford to give me more because life is even already for them expensive as the income of both together is only what ONE person should earn for what and how long they work.
Now to the problem I have, I already informed many, that my computer does not work anymore and always crush. I use it since I bought it two years ago daily 24 hours as it is the NETWORK SERVER for the BLEND OF LOVING ENERGIES and as it is only a "small" Laptop, It seems it give now complete up his "life".
I could not save any money for if this will happen I can replace it because of what I mentioned above.
Now I see no more other choice (if WE want to keep the BLEND OF LOVING ENERGIES the way it is and even IMPROVE it, as to ask for YOUR help.
A new computer which would serve US the way it should, is approximate US$ 500.00 and IF all of you which ARE ABLE to help, support me in that, I would be very GRATEFUL.
CORRECTION ABOUT THE AMOUNT WE NEED Date July 15.11
Yesterday I was screening many PC-Sellers here in the UK and found with a "shock" out, that with 500 US$ I can buy anything else as a "LOW-END" PC which will not serve us the way I thought.
I didn't know, that here and today a "professional" Laptop or Desktop is more than 1000 US $ or more than 1000 UK £
Now I need to wait until we reach that amount until I order a new PC and KEEP the until now donated Money on the PAYPAL Account.
I also keep you all updated always here below in the replies, as soon I have NEWS.
IF the help (donations) would reach more that the amount I need for the new computer, the rest would be on the PAYPAL of THE BLEND OF LOVING ENERGIES reserved for the always coming fees we have to pay and maybe for IMPROVING our still limited possibilities we have with the contract we have with our network provider.
HOW to donate?
We have on the HOME (front) page, a donation bottom from PAYPAL and with that you can donate easily.
I tried to include it in that blog, but it seems it is not allowed by the network provider for whatever reason.
Thank you very much for READING my "pain" and God bless you all.
written with LOVE~,
PLEASE feel free to comment or ask if you have questions or send me an e-mail which I sure reply.
Love~, Light~, Peace~