12-29-18 – 2018 ENDING – A TIME OF RE-EXAMINING MY LIFE | Ron Van Dyke
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Published on 29 Dec 2018


With the untimely death of my first cousin coupled with my reflections on 2018 coming to an end, I have been especially introspective. Has my life made a difference? Have I at least come close to fulfilling some of what I thought was my life’s mission, my purpose? Have I made the right choices at those challenging times when I was between the proverbial rock and a hard place? I hear many say we should only live in the present since that is all we really have. We cannot change the past. Is that really true; or is time fluid? Is everything really just an illusion – or worse, a delusion? As I look back at all the times I read the Bible through year after year, I wonder how I could have been so stupid not to see some of the more glaring inconsistencies contained in what I believed was the Word of God. Obviously, that “God” was insecure, even admitting jealousy. Worse than that, this God advocated murder. Yes, I’m going to share what I read yesterday, Bible quotes that seem so insane now; yet I glossed over them in my earlier life. I guess I have to admit that I was not as smart as I thought I was; in fact, I was really blind to so many things.


Interesting what Ron (a friend of mine) discovered




The Cycle of Life
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The Cycle of Life
The story of a Leaf that didn't want to fall from a Tree.
by Kerstin Chavent

Winter: a time when something old comes to an end and something new is waiting to awaken.
This is the story of a Leaf that does not want to detach itself from the old Life and learns what happens when it surrenders to the pulsation of Life.
It is a true story.
It is the title of the text collection 'La feuille qui ne voulait pas tomber de l'arbre'

Autumn was here.
The cool morning fog rose later and later to make way for a pale Sun.
The smell of smoke lay in the air and filled it with a hunch of long evenings at the fire and lonely seclusion.
Slowly the foliage of the Trees took on the colours of the embers: flaming red, bright yellow, warm orange.

The majestic Lime Tree with the heart-shaped crown next to the church let go of the leaves they had inhabited during the warm season and sent them on journeys.
One by one they sailed down into the unknown.

All, but not one.
Every time the wind blew, it clung to its Branch with growing desperation.
It trembled, it shuddered, and it never tired of repeating itself:
Hopefully it will hold!
Hopefully I won't fall!

It couldn't think of anything else!
It could not see how the birds gathered for the great journey to the south.
It did not feel the gentle breeze of the last warming Days and the comforting caress of the Sun's rays.
It did not hear the humming of the late insects dancing around the Sun.

During the rainy Days, when the Leaves became heavy and shiny, it trembled anxiously at its thread of Life, which it felt became thinner and thinner.
It feared the Days of the wind that dried it and made it even more vulnerable.
At the slightest breeze it felt panic-stricken and watched its last neighbours gradually disappear, revealing a skeleton-like branchwork.

The Lime Tree stood more and more bare.
Nothing more could be seen of the heart-shaped crown than a few stiff branches that rose like curved fingers into the emptiness of the sky.

What a misfortune!
What a tragedy!
A whole generation fell into emptiness.
The Leaf, which did not want to fall from the Tree, remained alone and thrown back on itself, pale, dried up and snatched from all that it had once filled with Life.

It remembered the almost endless and carefree Days and the sweet and starry Nights.
Life was adventure, dance, discovery!
Each Day brought something new:
Encounters, scents, songs.
Around it Life hummed and seemed boundless.
With pain it thought of its fresh and exuberant youth.
Water and Life flowed in his veins and gave him full and seductive forms.
Happily it fluttered beside its neighbours in the dizzying height of its Tree, breathing the sensual scent of Summer and singing with them the exuberant song of freedom and joy.
In the beginning it didn't even notice that the Days became shorter and the Nights longer.
Carefree it let itself be caressed further by the Sunbeams and swayed by the wind.
But the gentle breezes turned into storms and it felt something in it begin to give way.
When it saw its neighbours begin to separate from the branches, it could not believe that things were about to change.
Life had been so great!
But his regret, sorrow and all his memories did not stop him from feeling that the end was coming.

The end?
In reality it did not know what to expect.
It knew nothing but its Branch and its neighbours, the flight of the insects and the singing of the birds, the breeze of the wind and the radiance of the stars and planets.
Was there anything else?
Was there a Life outside the treetop, beyond the emptiness around it?

It felt increasingly weak, lonely, abandoned, without hope.
Finally it gave way.
One morning the wind broke the delicate ribbon it was still holding at its branch.
It began its gliding into the depths, strangely surprised by the lightness it felt.
No more fighting, no more stapling, no more pain, no more fear.
Nothing remained.

It could no longer move.
In his empty veins no more Life juice flowed.
But something remained.
It felt like being enveloped by a well-meaning breath.
It gently carried it to the ground and deposited it there.
Here the Leaf became aware that it was not alone.
Around it it recognized her neighbours and many more.
All together they were united and formed a dense and soft Leaf layer.

It wasn't a living Leaf anymore, but it was still there.
Together with all the others it covered the Plants of the soil and protected them from the cold of Winter.
It was them all.
It had left its Tree to become part of a new whole.
Slowly, very slowly, it turned into compost, humus, soil.
It became earth.
It was nutritious soil, the cradle for millions of different creatures.
It was Leaf and not Leaf, earth and not earth at the same time.
It could be penetrated, divided and reassembled.

Beyond the physical forms, it felt a gentle quake, a soft tremor, a consequence of small explosions.
Something pulled it upwards.
It penetrated the ground, attracted by an unknown light that seemed strangely familiar to it. And the moment it stepped out of its peaceful and dark security, it realized: the Sun!

She cheered, stretched, spread, grew towards it.
Her tribe grew stronger and stronger.
Her branches strived for the sky and she felt millions of small, fresh green Leaves unfold on her.

She felt their ecstasy, their dance, their cheerful whispering, and she enjoyed it.
Opposite her, next to the church, she saw a majestic Lime Tree with a heart-shaped crown.
She greeted her, captured by the miracle.

Kerstin Chavent: La feuille qui ne voulait pas tomber de l'arbre. BoD 2018

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Awakening – The Storm Before the Calm
Tags: Spirituality Evolution Humanity

Awakening – The Storm Before the Calm

November 29, 2018

Rosanne Lindsay, Contributor
Waking Times

Do you have trouble waking up? Does a tight feeling in your gut cause you to pull the covers over your head to return to your dreams? Are you wide awake at 3 AM?

If you have woken any day over the last two years to discover major anomalies on the planet, you are not alone. This awakening is the beginning of the storm before the calm. We, as a humanity, are getting ready for a spiritual upgrade.  For those who are ready, we are moving from 3D to a higher dimension. For those who are not, you are still moving up to a new version of this dimension. Depending on how you choose to lead your life will determine which path you take.



The tremors and quakes taking place on Earth, both emotionally and physically, natural and man-made, are far from over. They reflect a transformation on all levels of existence. Control is the foundation of this timeline and fear is the default frequency.  We are living in a construct of greed, lies, and evil playing out as child trafficking and pedophilia by top authority figures and Hollywood elite. Some might call this time a hell on earth. New international treaty laws serve to bind, limit, and constrict. New mandates such as Adult Immunization Plans  prevent choice and lock-in in a Master-Slave relationship. A trend toward a cashless society reinforces a credit-debtor relationship through a hierarchy of power – the many, ruled by a few.

Lies in the Skies

We are not being told the truth about our solar system. Irregularities in our skies feature two suns and a hole in the moon. Reports  disclose that there is a sun simulator pretending to be our sun. It’s enough to leave an inquiring human with more questions than answers.


Why did Germany launch an artificial sun? Why is the sun setting in a different area? And why is there “a pit large enough to swallow an entire football field whole” on the moon? Why does China plan to launch an artificial moon? Who owns our skies?  Most of us can see that Climate Change is really Climate Manipulation and that there is no Global Warming (hence the name Climate Change). Why does the government fail to mention that Grand Solar Minimum is expected to usher in a 50-year cooling period ? With weakening solar cycles, get ready for longer, colder winters. Will we adapt if the sun stops shining as brightly? Is the sun simulator a replacement or is it being used to cloak other objects in space?

Spiritual Evolution

We can no longer trust what we are being told. And we can no longer be distracted by what we perceive through our limited senses. In the big picture of human evolution, physical senses are less sensitive than non-physical senses.  Can we be so sure of what we are seeing or not seeing?

If you didn’t know it, we are in the throws of a spiritual evolution that cannot be contained. More of us are now coming to realize that we do not have to conform to deceptive systems that are leading us to Artificial Intelligence where the soul is secondary to computer integration of the human species. This binary planetary system of zeros and ones (opposites), has always been a Matrix construct set up to divide humanity and prevent the natural evolution from proceeding.

The Hell on Earth construct that we have all helped to co-create through our consent can be transformed simply by remembering and returning to our divinity. In order to construct Heaven on Earth we need to reject the U.N. agenda and New World Order of a genderless society. We must return to our divine nature. That is, the divine masculine and divine feminine — our connection to Source Creator.

We return to Source by accepting that we are a body, mind, heart, soul, and spirit all rolled into one. The biophysical and the metaphysical are aspects of our true Self. We are sovereign beings, born under Natural Law. Nature’s laws supersede man’s laws every time. We have only forgotten our birthright.  Attempts by authorities to control freedoms are out of alignment with our true nature and will naturally fall apart. Resistance, for the resisters, is futile.

Power grabs by systems … political, governmental, religious… using fear-based tactics, are a desperate, last gasp effort to maintain control. To the extent that they achieve any control is only  because we allow it. We allow others to control us when we give up responsibility to nurture our divine selves. When we consent to draconian laws, and beg for rights, we ensure our enslavement. Natural rights are inherent rights. Rights granted by governments are mere privileges that can be taken away, on a whim. All government law is contract law and ignores the spirit of the law because it ignores the spirit.




During this time of awakening, you may feel out of balance physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. You may experience migraines, joint pains, and sleep problems. These are normal and natural during soul growth spurts. You may experience breakdown in relationships, a job, or your health. You can choose whether your awakening process will be experienced as a roadblock or as a steppingstone by the choices you make on a daily basis. Question whether you automatically resort to drugs, which only suppresses symptoms.

As always, you are not faced with anything that you are unable to handle. You are a soul living in an Earth suit. You are multidimensional and limitless. Don’t limit yourself by what you see in the mirror. This is an exciting time to be alive. Be proactive instead of reactive, positive instead of negative. In order to adapt to the shift you have to shift with the shift, not against it.

The most important thing when faced with a storm is to know who you are. We do not require any outside technology since we came here with everything we need. We only need to remember a few things:

  1. Move Out of the Head and into the Heart. Move from thoughts to feelings. Listen to your body through your heart center, the vessel of your feelings. All feelings come from love or lack of love. Love is the highest vibration. Fear is a lack of love, the lowest vibration. Fear represents falsehood and panic, hate, and greed. Turn off the T.V. programming that keeps fear alive. Fear cannot exist in love. Stay in your heart and tune out the chatter of your head, which is your ego. Ego prefers to maintain control through the mind. Use your breathe and meditate to connect to Source to recapture love. Be love to find peace.
  2. Treat Your Body as a Temple. Honor your body. Refrain from putting toxins into it. We are extensions of the Earth which gives us life. Earth toxicity equals human toxicity. Avoid toxic injections, toxic products, and toxic foods, including refined, processed and genetically modified foods. These are dead foods that take more energy for the body to process than is provided by the foods themselves. Eat as close to the earth as possible; food in its original packages. Grow your own food or support a local, organic farmer.  Listen to your body’s wisdom. As your body moves to a higher vibration you will notice physical changes that are temporary. Support the transition to a lighter density by eating lighter, drinking clean water or herbal teas, and getting enough sleep.
  3. See Yourself as More Than a Body. Think big. You are an Energy Being. Everything is energy and energy is vibration. We experience this energy through our senses and our extra-senses, in terms of being, feeling, sensing, intuiting, and knowing. As more of us reconnect through the heart to our vibrational selves, we see our connection to divinity, which is our true power and freedom.
  4. Ground to the Earth to step into your power. When you ground through Earthing, you plant your bare feet on the ground to increase the flow of negative ions into your body which: 1) increases your energetic biofield, 2) resets your self-healing systems (nervous, immune and endocrine systems), and 3) cleanses your aura. It is a similar experience for the Earth after a lightening storm. The negative ions from the lightning clear the air of toxins and contaminants. Our nature IS nature. We are our environment, and more.
  5. Appreciate Your Life. Thank the universe/God/Creator for all you have. To appreciate means to increase in value. If you do not appreciate what you already have, what makes you think you will be happy with more? Be grateful for the gifts you came here to share. You know what they are. They reflect what you are passionate about. They are the desires of your inner child. They are your purpose. Once you know and use your gifts, opportunities present themselves and things seemingly fall magically into place. Your vibration attracts what you are, whether it be through people or events. Why not consciously create rather than unconsciously?
  6. Create Heaven on Earth. Releasing fear reconnects us to love. We are able to bypass the artificial constructs of this world to take us into a new world that we co-create. We realize that nothing material can ever fill the void. As Christ taught, the Kingdom of God is Within. God is love. Releasing control of wealth and possessions liberates us to walk a new path where these are unnecessary weights. Moving to a higher, lighter density means we’ll be released of burdens to co-create in new ways. In the shift that we are now experiencing, we must let go of societal and belief systems that do not resonate with love or truth. Truth is found through the heart, right next to love.

It’s time to prepare the foundation for a new world built with gratitude and love. We must only ask what serves our hearts. The answers are found within and are expressed as caring, compassion,  and unconditional love.  These are the most important assets in the awakening process and in preparing for the storm before the calm.

About the Author

Rosanne Lindsay is a Naturopathic doctor and Tribal healer under the Turtle Island Provider Network. She is a writer, Earth keeper, Health Freedom advocate, co-founder of Wisconsin For Vaccine Choice, and author of the books The Nature of Healing, Heal the Body, Heal the Planet.and  Free Your Voice, Heal Your Thyroid, Reverse Thyroid Disease Naturally. Find her on Facebook at Rosanne Lindsay and Natureofhealing. Consult with her (Skype or Zoom consults available) at Subscribe to her blog at

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